well i coming home. i am not quiting. i am going to look for a college closer to home. but for the rest of the semester i am going to hopefully be working at randalls. i have already applied. last time i went home i saw that they were hiring so hopefully it will work out. making some money. i hope you guys aren't disappointed. i am happy. this is the right thing to do at the moment. i did go to the counseling services that they have here. they made suggestions that i don't think i could do at the moment.