September 08, 2009

i know i haven't been here in a long time. i am not sure anyone really reads this anymore. so i guess sometimes i don't feel like posting if no one is going to read it. this summer has been weird. some things have happened and weird feelings have been around and i don't know how people would take it and i sometimes aren't comfortable talking about it. but then i do want to talk about it and i don't know who to talk about it with. i never am the person that people come talk to their problems with and so i guess i am not sure i can get my feelings out there either. so i guess i have been just keeping things to myself and things happen that i don't really want to happen and i wish i could just tell people things and not made to feel stupid when i say them.