December 29, 2005
crushes part 3
so i think i really scared him off. he hasn't responded at all. i know he has been on because he has updated his webpage. it isn't a blog or anything. it is a history page. anyway.... i think i freaked him out or something because i haven't gotten an ok or anything. i think no response is worse than a turn down or ok sorta thing you know? i am such an idiot. i shouldn't have said anything. i am an idiot. i have no idea how to tell a guy that you like them!! i am so mad at myself.