September 10, 2007
A Tribute to Little Ben
i can't believe this. it is so sad. i can't believe i have to write this. i can hardly believe it. little ben died yesterday around lunch time. it was so horrible. i can't believe this. i have been crying so hard since yesterday. i can't believe i made it through today and all my classes. it was so hard. i know you are probably thinking that it is stupid because he is a dog but a dog can be like your best friend sometimes. he was always there. i can hardly remember a time without him. we got him when i was in the 2nd grade so i was only 7 or 8. but it was a long time ago. i was the one that took care of him the most. he was one of my best buds. it was so hard today to come home and not have him there and to feed him about 5:30 when i usually do. it was so hard yesterday. i can hardly think of anything else. my eyes hurt from all the crying and i feel so empty inside. i am just glad i was there when he died. i think it would have been harder if i just came home from school and found him. i am just glad to think that he might be in heaven with my grandpa because they were buddies too. i just don't feel the same anymore.