What is it about me that makes you not want to talk to me? What did I do wrong? I feel like I have done something so wrong to make you disappear. You don't know that I am hurting inside. I guess it is too much to ask to be remembered. I am sorry for whatever I did. Sorry for being me. Sorry I am not as pretty as she is. Sorry for keeping my word. Being loyal. I am keeping my promises will you?
wow. today i was fired. i think that is the shortest time someone has worked anywhere. i think i lasted 3 weeks. unless you count the girl that trained with me that never showed up after that day. maybe she had the right idea. oh well more time spend with my family because i think i was suppose to work next week. now instant vacation again! and on again the job search/soul search/ where is my future search. at least i like the weather. hopefully i have a good christmas. i don't deserve anything at all but hopefully i will be surprised.
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